Post by LILYANNA MARIE DAWSON on Mar 8, 2010 22:04:50 GMT -5
- - - - - - bury all your secrets in my skin - - - - - -
COME AWAY WITH INNOCENCE
- - - - - - and leave me with my sins - - - - - -
COME AWAY WITH INNOCENCE
- - - - - - and leave me with my sins - - - - - -
dawson, lilyanna marie
shy , curious , compassionate , artistic , gentle
human , twenty , female , student , ashling
- - - - - the air around me still feels like a cage - - - - -
AND LOVE IS JUST A CAMOUFLAGE
- - - - - - for what resembles rage again - - - - - -
AND LOVE IS JUST A CAMOUFLAGE
- - - - - - for what resembles rage again - - - - - -
You want to know about my life? Well, it's really not all the interesting... I have to tell you? Well, okay, but it probably won't entertain you that much. Feel free to fall asleep if you like, just don't snore. I can't stand that. Here goes...
Well, it's nice to meet you. I'm Lilyanna Marie Dawson, but people usually just call me Lily for short, or by my last name. Anyways, I was born to Henry Dawson and JoAnna Dawson. They couldn't decided between Lily or Anna, so they put the two of them together. Basically, I'm am only child with no brothers or sisters. Oh, you think I'm lucky? Well, to be honest, I wish I had some other company around the house when I was alone and my parents at work. And no, I didn't get everything I wanted like how they display in those reality television shows. I find those to be absurd really.
Growing up, I wasn't the most populuar student. I mean, I had a few friends but I wasn't the girl on the dance team or cheer leading squad. I kind of always kept to myself, usually reading a book of fantasy lands or sketching in a corner. Some had labeled me a freak I guess you could say, but those who actually knew me, knew better. Yet, my art skills were admired by all, even those who didn't seem to know I existed. I could watch people at the art shows and they would marvel at my work, not having a clue that I was in the room or what I looked like. Oh well, I got used to it though and sort of blended into the background while everyone else went on about enjoying their school events. They just weren't for me. I never really had a boyfriend, and I felt that I didn't really need one either. One of my friends who had one always complained about the drama it gave her, so for once in my life, I was glad to be lonely.
In the end, my artistic skills payed off. I was given a scholarship for college, my parents thrilled since money was quickly growing tight and disappearing from the wallets. I left my home of Denver and came her to Ashling, and to be honest, I like it a lot better here. I'm able to just enjoy the days of solitude with a good book or a sketch. Yet, I had no idea that this was the place that was going to bring my imagination to life, or my dreams for that matter.
Wait, you actually want to hear this? You mean you actually believe me? Well okay, but if I sound crazy that's your fault for listening to me. So, here it goes...
It was a sunny day, and the temperature was beautiful outside. I couldn't stay in my room and not enjoy the glorious weather outside. I took to the outside, finding a place in the shady trees. I began to sketch, the world around me being transformed onto the paper of a magical land. Unfortunately, I underestimated the wind. It quickly blew away the paper in my hand. So, I took after it, trying to catch it from the wind as it disappeared into tree roots. Well, I wasn't about to leave it in there! I had worked so hard on it! So, I made a fool of myself and wriggled inside the tree trunks closing my eyes to not get dirt inside. I felt around for the paper, finally grasping it, but when I opened my eyes I saw that I wasn't in Ashling.
It was like a scene from Alice in Wonderland. I had somehow fallen through the rabbit hole as Alice, but I couldn't stop staring at the beautiful world around me. Oh, did I mention this place was full of creatures people only see in movies or their dreams? Eh, you know what? I think I've lost you. I can see the look on your face telling me I'm crazy. Even if you don't believe me, I do go there. It's a nice escape from the drama of my real world, but I haven't told anyone, and I'm not sure how many people know of this place. I would like to venture out more, but until I can get a general idea of where everything is or some kind of map of the place, I try to stay close to the large tree. So, next time you see me, Lilyanna Dawson, the art freak maybe you should watch where I go, because you too could fall down the rabbit hole.
See, I told you it was boring. And if you don't believe the last part of my story then you might as well leave me alone. I have a huge oil painting I need to do for my class next week. So, thanks for the interview, I guess...
- - - - - - so if you love me let me go - - - - - -
AND RUN AWAY BEFORE I KNOW
- - - - - - my heart is just too dark to care - - - - - -
AND RUN AWAY BEFORE I KNOW
- - - - - - my heart is just too dark to care - - - - - -
this application was made by HEY HAY !? so please don't go and steal it away from her. the song lyrics totally belong to SLIPKNOT. and this is credit so don't take it off her. just leave it alone and be cool.