MERRINA, anastasia emma

[ANASTASIA EMMA MERRINA]

- - - - - - bury all your secrets in my skin - - - - - -
COME AWAY WITH INNOCENCE
- - - - - - and leave me with my sins - - - - - -

MERRINA, anastasia emma



jealous , demanding , free-spirited , unique , impulsive
siren , twenty-two , female , professional sailor murderer , reena

- - - - - the air around me still feels like a cage - - - - -
AND LOVE IS JUST A CAMOUFLAGE
- - - - - - for what resembles rage again - - - - - -

hm, where to start with my life story? to be honest, it's not finished but i can tell you what i got so far, right? i was born on the lands of reena to my beautiful siren mother and father who go by the name of emma grace and micah john. i was born on october 4th, 1988. the waters were too cold for me to be born just then even if i would've adapted rather quickly. besides my father has always preferred the land over the water. like most male sirens they are hard to find and have less fun than the women do when they take over the sailors. but when my mother met my father, she left the siren way of life and followed him onto land. my mother wanted me in the water but my father convinced her on land would be better. it was odd being born with legs and then finding out i could change into some mystical water creature.

i'm an only child. my parents discovered after many times of trying that my mother was no longer fertile so i was stuck without any siblings. i dealt with it. i did like being an only child because i got all the attention and i was quite spoiled. the only time i wanted a sibling is if i was lonely. but nonetheless, i got over it and learned to make a few close friends for my sake of not being lonely.

one time i met a really close fellow siren who showed me every bit of water on reena. it was magical and scary at the same time. i didn't know what to expect. unfortunately, i lost my close friend when she was on land, making sure it was clear for me to come up. she was always the courageous one out of us. she was killed brutally by another species. i didn't get a good look but i saw her face, blank and dead. i swam off bitter and seeking revenge for losing my only close friend as i swam home to my parents. i never spoke a word until people began to ask about her. sirens live in large communities and if someone went missing, it was bound to be brought up. i confessed about what happened. it hit a nerve in our siren family because my friend was one of the better sirens. most people knew her and were genuinely close to her. they didn't understand how someone could do such a thing. some sirens took out their frustrations on the sailors but i just kept silent after telling the truth and went on with my life as best as i could. nobody knew her like i did.

after that event, my life went downhill. i rebelled and killed many sailors once i discovered what my voice could do. it was almost satisfying in a way. i grew jealous of other sirens who did better than me when capturing sailors. it was almost an addiction to beat people. eventually, my mother sat me aside and told me she wanted me to spend more of my time finding someone that could make me happy like my old friend. i snapped back with, "so i can settle down and grow infertile like you!" i regretted it after i saw the look on her face but i just dealt with the consequences which was silence from my mother. at that point, i found myself too bitter and angry at the thing that did that to my friend that nobody would ever want me.

my father died when i turned nineteen so the wound is still open. my mother mourned his loss unlike i mourned my loss. i attacked more sailors and she withdrew from being a siren. she spent all her time on land, making a living that way. i remained in the water as much as i could to avoid her. until, i had an epiphany and i realized i needed her. the only family i truly had. i apologized for everything and have lived on land since then.

reena is my home and i enjoy living on the lands but i wish i had a better reason to get into the water besides killing sailors. maybe i could find a rare male siren to bring me back to my home. but until then, i remain beside my mother, helping her through her pain. i'm hoping my life has turned for the best?

- - - - - - so if you love me let me go - - - - - -
AND RUN AWAY BEFORE I KNOW
- - - - - - my heart is just too dark to care - - - - - -

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