JADE, lovella fancy

[LOVELLA FANCY JADE]

- - - - - - bury all your secrets in my skin - - - - - -
COME AWAY WITH INNOCENCE
- - - - - - and leave me with my sins - - - - - -

jade, lovella fancy



sensitive , impatient , playful , sweet , empathetic
spring spirit , unknown , female , umm...spring? , reena

- - - - - the air around me still feels like a cage - - - - -
AND LOVE IS JUST A CAMOUFLAGE
- - - - - - for what resembles rage again - - - - - -

Hello! I am, well, I am mother spring, but I preferr my chosen name thankyou. Lovella Fancy Jade that is, nickname me whichever way you want, I don't mind. No, I will not tell you my age! That's embarrassing and incredibly rude. Don't you know that you are not supposed to ask a lady her age? Oh? Now you want to know what happened? Why spring has been out of commission for all these years? Well....it's a long story. Starting at the begining would mean going back too far in time. How far? Well far before you were born child, let's leave it at that. Way back, to the begining. We do not have enough time for that. Trust me, we don't. So, where to start, if not at the begining. Aw! Here we go!

You see, karma has never been my friend. Back when I was pure and untainted I never really thought that what I did would change or affect anything. Sometime's I set it up so that Spring came early just to piss Winter off or I made it stay late just to get Summer riled. I would fight with them for month's before they, or I, would give up. I was immature, but then I was never a big fan of dormancy back then. I despised it really, sitting still for so long 'sleeping'. I was a child back then and selfish. Wild and free. Father was not around to control us. The great 'creator' was far too busy to worry about those of us who should have known better. Yes, that's me. No, I do not believe I was letting him down. He didn't notice any of us, even when we were misbehaving. And I am the oldest anyway, so what right did they have to boss or order me around. What did you say? Yes, I admit I was incredibly selfish, for so many years....to many. Fights were a regular thing between us seasons, until...until....I met him.

You see I gave Winter a break and came on time this one year. I could have swore he was there waiting for me. A beautiful male dragon. He was definately not a boy, more like a man, and I had seen far to many Springs by then to be considered a girl. His smile was heavenly and he was strong. You could say in a way the dragon tamed me. While all my attention was diverted to him the seasons always went in order and on time. While he was by my side all my energy was spent before I could even go home to them. So, the seasons stopped fighting and my wild untameable side died, or atleast was reserved just for him. For a long time he was perfect in every way. I even moved in with him. You see this house we are in? Yeah, it is his. I am still holding it...hoping....he will one day.....come back.

You see the problem was, I loved him and he only said he loved me. He promised and 'I sweared' me out in the open just so he could say he loved me. I was a nice story for him to share with the world. Guess what guys, I just banged Spring! Ha! Hillarious right! Why aren't you laughing?!? Well, anyway. He left me, here, alone. The night before we had laid down to go to bed, to sleep. Then when I woke up he was gone, along with all of his stuff. He must have left sometime during the night. Then it rained, the heavens cried as hard as I did, and oh how I cried. I cried until I couldn't anymore, and then I waited. and I'm still waiting. He will come back. Trust me. He will come back. And then we will be happy again. Then I can be Spring again.

I gave up everything for him. I am not about to let him go.

- - - - - - so if you love me let me go - - - - - -
AND RUN AWAY BEFORE I KNOW
- - - - - - my heart is just too dark to care - - - - - -

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